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okay so two days ago, I made this little niche for myself in the corner of the lounge so that I could study while also looking out the window at the trees and the stars.  I rearranged furniture, moved a table, and even lugged a a couch across the room just so I could have a nice spot to lose myself in my work.  I really don’t mind if someone else decides to sit there and appreciate the view, but I DO MIND when that person OCCUPIES my beautiful spot for 7+ hours.  It is 5:30 AM and this guy has finally gone to bed, but at this point, I don’t even want to gather all my stuff and migrate over there only to find myself in a sunken and soiled armchair in front of a greasy tabletop.

Admittedly, I’m super grumpy right now BUT FOR REALS, this is the last time I rearrange furniture for improvement of the social living standard.

In an attempt to make myself feel better I’m thinking about all the awesome things that I have the power of doing in the near future:

Making cups upon cups of tea, drinking excessive amounts of coffee (because I have the “I need to stay awake!” excuse), studying extremely hard this week for my econ and math terms then doing well on them, working on a group project and trying to get along with the stuck up little poop face, finally putting the final touches on my apps, enjoying my new room arrangement, walking in the fresh air for more than 2 minutes, ….. AND PLANNING a special spring break getaway to a foreign country!?!? okay that sounds like real life.  let’s hope I can persuade my parents.  I really don’t like the bubble that college has put over my life. I think I’ll go to the beach this week and take a little getaway break from this place.  I can’t really pinpoint my emotions right now.  I might be really happy or super tired or crazy.  Maybe I should just stick to the calculus…

@3 months ago with 1 note
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